Posted: April 3, 2007 in emotion
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being overwhelmed by Tired.
i'm tired when i go to bed, but i don't sleep. So i'm tired when i get up in the morning. (and it takes me a few tries to actually get out of bed).
i'm tired of not having money to pay for things i need. (not even things i WANT, those i gave up ages ago)
i'm tired of lacking motivation.

i'm tired of being tired.

but it's on the inside. tired inside.

i'm trying really hard to keep my spirits up and just think "forget this, work on what's next" but it's difficult when things keep breaking. going wrong. veering off course wildly. not left with many choices either. there's always a choice, but now it's getting to choosing the lesser of 2 evils (or 3, whatever).

there are some sparkly bits, for sure… but the shadows from the bad bits are pretty dark…

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