Archive for September, 2006
Tags: crocodile man, rip, steve irwin
Tags: thoughts myself heartbreak stupid
Sometimes i think about things before they happen. sometimes these things will _never_ happen.. but i picture scenes in my head, walk through meetings, conversations that have yet to come, if they ever happen.
my imagination is so vivid sometimes, that i see things far too clearly. think things through too much. over analyze.
i had one just now in the shower – thinking about something that will never happen.. but i could see it in my head, the conversation that would take place. the person involved.
it made me cry. my _own thoughts_ made me cry. my own made up words broke my heart. crushed my ego. shriveled my confidence.
how bizarro is that?